04 February 2020

Sometimes We Need to Incinerate an Aspect, Not Integrate It ~ Jenny Schiltz ~ 3 February 2020

Jenny Schiltz relives a personal episode in this message ~ thank you for your courage, Jenny ~ that can help many going through the same process. My opinion is that we don't necessarily have to "murder" the aspect, we just let it go.....fully and completely.

Source: Jenny Schiltz

Trigger Warning: Suicide

We are in a stage now where we are seeing deeper into the constructs of the personality self. We are being shown the deepest layers of fear, grief, victimhood, shame, and even hatred for self or others. We are being asked to choose in each moment which aspects we want to give life to and which ones we need to simply be done with. We are being asked which aspects we want to take forward into the future.

I recently had emotions come up that I haven’t experienced in years. Even as I was saying how I was feeling I knew I wasn’t speaking my truth, yet within me there was one that did find those words to be the truth. At that moment I understood that there was an aspect of me that was still holding on to the core beliefs of not being good enough, of not wanting to be part of this reality and being an absolute helpless victim that blames others.

I did my best to observe but was still shocked at the ferocity of the emotions. I spent the night working with these emotions and Trying to integrate them. I was able to see where in the past this aspect of self had really sabotaged things. How it had me playing small and looking at the world fearfully. This piece never felt that it was enough, never felt that it was liked much less loved.

I had done so much work with these personality aspects in the past, but it was obvious to me that it had never completely gone away. And as I meditated into the night, I came to understand that this piece did not need to be integrated, it did not need or want to be healed. It simply wanted to be done. I began to work with Mother Mary And I asked her what I should do. She explained to me that not all parts of ourselves are able to move forward, not all parts are able to be healed. That the kindest thing to do is to set that part free and move forward.

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